Monday, November 14, 2005
tadaima!!! dani's back and lovin' it!
okay. it actually feels pretty weird to be back. familiar, but also very strange and new. hm. interesting...
also, the heat hasn't been getting to me as badly as i thought it would. then again, i've only been at home and to the gym so far, so i guess i can't speak yet. heheheh.
oh well. i don't even know why i'm blogging about this. it's so damn wu liao hahaha. but it's like...i've gone away, lived somewhere else. done so much that i've never really done before. wandered around in a totally new environment. and then i come back, and everything's the same, but i know it all isn't the same anymore. i bet i'm not making sense, but seriously, since when have i ever? but i feel strange also because there are people here that i know, people whose lives i've been an integral part of and who have been an integral part of mine, but now i feel like i've almost dropped out of their lives, and that i've missed out on so much. all this friendly catching-up even seems like a farce in
certain (i emphasize: CERTAIN) cases. a whole parody of the life that's gone past. and yet it still feels the same.
you can only understand if you've been there before, i suppose. but i'm going to stop think about it like this now, and just sit back and enjoy these months i have here. i'll be treasuring them.
**dream until you die**7:08 PM
