Tuesday, August 30, 2005
damn is there a hole i can crawl into so i can just die in peace? today's presentation was just so
baaad. first of all i woke up late, so i rushed in, late and flustered ( i missed my morning lecture), and sat down to listen to the presentation on titus andronicus. and
oh god, the girl doing titus andronicus was absolutely nuts. her presentation was fantastic, really really fantastic, so incredibly well-researched and well-explained. she had 6 pieces of paper infront of her that she kept referring to(i had 1 miserable piece of foolscap), and she went into the history of the play, and then talked about themes, significance of the characters...heck she spent 45 minutes on it! and i sat there listening and going, oh crap i suck oh crap i suck. and then it was my turn, and there really isn't much to say on machiavelli, unless you want to really go indepth, which would be boring as hell, and plus i was just so out of sorts, i forgot alot that i was supposed to say, and my vocabulary went flying out the window (i mean, how eloquent is 'erm...it's used to help organize the...erm...organisation'). i talked for about 15 minutes, just floundering my way through. i'm so dead i'm so dead i'm so dead god help me i shouldn't have gone today.
**dream until you die**3:17 PM
